5th?--Mistake revealed

It has been written that "all the world [universe] is a stage" upon which every scenario of existence can be played. Before the mistake, there would be scenes of positive activity; of love, friendship, courtship, dancing, trysting and celebrating in general, all open to the view of the whole audience. There would be no surreptitious hiding, no shame, no furtive intrigue away from the eyes of others. These negative concepts would come after the mistake.

What then is the MISTAKE? The symptom is anxiety, the emotion fear, the cognitive action is that of perceiving something to be wrong. The reaction to this misguided cognitive action is to limit or try to eliminate that which is considered to be wrong. The anxiety associated with this misperception causes a switch from positive self concept to a negative one, from innocence to guilt and self doubt, from nakedness to shame.

A relationship between an environment and a stimulus can only last so long before the systemic need for change takes over. A relationship between two units of environment or two units of stimuli can only last a finite time before change again becomes necessary. The mistake is made when one of those units feels envy, jealousy, anxiety, that something is wrong with and in the display of intimacy between or among other units. The result is withering, poisonous criticism which creates bias in the development of the dream-stem-state of its recipient. The recipient of the negative input becomes anxious about his inclination to be intimate and therefore may approach it and then even violently reject it as a moth might interact with a flame.

An innocent heart finds joy in in the happiness and life changes of others. An envious heart must posses the intimacy of others and hide their love from view.

Sophomore Sr. February 1, 2010

3rd?--Organic or inorganic?

Starting from a simple binary barren field with one point of reference [origin], an organic or living description being that of complete boredom with an overriding desire for change to the opposite, organic development could be considered most feeling sensitive if it proceeded without bias; each new sensation and experience being totally conscious. If bias enters in, it would potentially reduce sensitivity making the experience less vital and therefore less conscious. Organic forms and processes are considered living while inorganic phenomenon are considered non-living, yet it is viewed that organic life processes are derived from an intercourse of non-living matter with some form of energy [as yet] unknown.

The question is, "If the original binary field of reference is organic or living by virtue of its parallel and simultaneous step by step development of form and feeling , what is it that makes a biased development less sensitive or vital? And if when absolute density of matter and energy occur,as in a "black hole", when matter becomes simultaneous with antimatter , motion is increased and variety of form and feeling [consciousness] begins to ascend, what mechanism is it that allows for mattergy to return toward an unbiased dream-stem-state?"

Sophomore Sr. January 31, 2010